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| 10:03pm 17/11/2002 |
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you know how things do this stuff that is, yeah... and your life is like... and all of the sudden this thing happens that like... doesn't really matter and you are like umm yeah, whatevah? well that is how i feel right now. can anyone tell me what my problem is? |
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| 11:00pm 03/11/2002 |
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i think magical things will happen if i don't mess everything up, and i don't think i will. |
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| 09:41pm 29/10/2002 |
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i honestly think a lot of people are stupid. i, yeah... um thats all. |
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| 09:22pm 28/10/2002 |
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i am terribly sick. i hope i don't have to go to school tomorrow, i could use the time to catch up. i am not really behind, but you know. i am going to go to sleep i geuss. i seem to be all out of words when it comes to writing, but who knows, maybe they will come back to me one day. |
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| 10:06pm 21/10/2002 |
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goodness me, i hope i get better at doing stuff one day.
i have a secret that makes me smile, but makes me sad...
confused? me too.
talking is a good thing, i should do it more often.
maybe next week i will learn from my mistakes.
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| andrea is stupid |
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| 10:39pm 19/10/2002 |
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basically i am stupid, i really messed up this time. i would not care but unfortunately what happend affects someone that didn't deserve my stupidity. why can't i do anything right? oh well.
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| if i think it, it is true. i promise. |
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| 11:16pm 11/10/2002 |
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i went and did stuff tonight, i bought some really great new clothes. i work ten hours tomorrow and than it is party time. more or less. i want something new and great to happen, i want to meet someone that will make me really happy, people make me happy, but there should be one specific person that makes life so worth it, right? right? oh well. i am going to go have fun or something (basically that means i am going to go to sleep or read).
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| 09:17am 09/10/2002 |
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i am updating from school, doesn't that make me ultra cool or something, or something! well, i hate this place, i have a lot to do and igeuss i am going to homecoming after all but knowing me it probably won't happen, i met some new people adn i am hanging out with old ones so that is nice, but i geuss i should do something with my time thanjust sit here and waste it. will talk later promise.
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| 09:02pm 01/10/2002 |
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wow, i love my new job, it is so great. so yeah, i kind of want to go to homecoming but i have no one to go with, i don't really want to go for social reasons but i have a cool dress and it would be something to do. plus it might be fun you never know, i didn't go last year, and i am sure that it might be a good highschool experience. anyways, i am reading this really great book that my great friend jil gave me. yeah! so i think i am going to the gossip on friday but isis is on sunday! and i love it. i went climbing tonight it was pretty fun, i um have a swim meet on thursday. homework is really overwhelming, i wish i could just sit down and do it all with out, you know, having to do it. dana sucks, i wish she would call or talk to me in any way possible, she just kind of disapeared, damn her. and i am going to talk to my friends and i geuss do my homework and then maybe sleep. if anyone needs a turtle , it is a really great turtle, i love it but if anyone needs one they can have mine, for free, i love it but you know, i have a hard time taking care of it because of school, swimming, climbing and working.
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| 09:18pm 24/09/2002 |
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hello, schools great and i have a friend. swim coach is horrible. but yeah, i just wanted to update, it has been a while.
catch you on the flip side
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| 11:14am 26/08/2002 |
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mood:  accomplished music: the oliver and company soundtrack
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so i have basically given up on social interaction. if i see people that i know i don't even say hi anymore, even if they were my good friend before this summer. i am almost absolutely positive that no one is even reading my live journal, i think that is good... maybe, maybe not. this is precisely what i wanted, i just wasn't quite so prepared for the loneliness of it all. but it will all work out in the end and i will be happier than i ever anticipated.
can't wait for school to start up again, awesome!
don't mind the spelling i have always been bad at that too |
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| 09:30pm 24/07/2002 |
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hi everyone, i am in pennsylvania. i just wanted to let you guys now because i really didn't tell anyone that was going but anyways, i will update beter later, it was nice talking, check you later
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| 11:24am 19/07/2002 |
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i am off to darington, music, and climbing. i don't know how well the climbing will go, i should look up some cool places to go over there. at least i will have a lot of water. i should probly go pack,i am leaving pretty soon. i geuss i will be back on sunday.
bu ti went to go climbing at the seattle vertical world to climb yesterdayand the routes are so much harder than anything, they are really fun but pretty hard, oh well. i am tired.
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| 11:04pm 10/07/2002 |
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mood:  depressed music: i am to sad to listen to music
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things are not good. i wish i could live at the climbing gym.... or somewhere other then here. so, i think i just lost the ability to pretend i am happy or something, because i certainly am not. oh well, back to living for everyone but myself. summer is the worst season of them all. i wish my yoyo didn't break, now i have nothing to wake up for in the morning. i think all of my aspirations have been kicked out of me. i think my appendix is going to explode too... and there is a moth on the keyboard that i almost accidentally killed, could life get worse??? i don't think so. well at least i am going climbing tomorrow, and i think i have enough water to last for a couple of days so maybe life will go on. i haven't been to a show in so long, and to make things worse i am going to be out of town the day the blood brothers get back, so i am going to miss them AND the locust. and some other stuff too, but i think i am going to go to bed instead of think of all the bad things. goodnight all.
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| 01:45pm 08/07/2002 |
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mood: busy music: theme song for night rider
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so i just got back from squamish and i had an amazing time and the climbing was great, i didn't do very well for the first couple of days but the last day i had a cool time. so yeah u have been out of town a lot and i am sorry to all of my friends that i care about but you know what...i don't know and i should really call all of you.
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| 11:34pm 04/07/2002 |
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mood:  aggravated music: pedro the lion... of course
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so things are a little better, or maybe i am just getting used to pretending that nothing is wrong again, either way i feel a little more alive. fourth of july is so stupid, really i don't like it, it was fun at first because i got to make fun of patriotism with an amazing person while riding on a float through a parade but than we went to a stupid party with trailor trash people that like to talk about how much meat they eat. so i wasn't to happy about today towards the end of it. but i did get to drink a lot of water so all in all today was good. unfortunately climbing is consuming my life, i don't mind, evidentaly my friends do though. so basically i have been leaving to go climbing, and getting home and climbing and then leaving to go on other trips. i think i gained like 5 pounds too, like really, but oh well.
i will try to update before i leave for a climbing trip at 6 in the morning tomorrow
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| 02:49pm 01/07/2002 |
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mood:  indifferent music: i don't know
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wow, this isn't what is supposed to happen, finally after so long it is good, adn than it doesn't work. what was i to happy? oh well back to the shore of absolute depression, unfortunately i am to "okay" with this to talk about it and really be "okay" with it. why can't i just dissapear.
the source
it devours all of my feeling and chases away all that is alright
i just want to explode
i don't know and i am sorry are my new favorite phrases |
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| 08:24pm 27/06/2002 |
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i went ot a mariners game with the mom, it was super fun, we laughed and had lots of laughs amd stuff, man, i am so psyched fro my climbing trip tomorrwo |
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